Absence is decorating this space.
I've been writing A LOT at work and freelancing occasionally. There are sooooo many things to do pre-exchange and so many curveballs were thrown in my way when I was mapping my modules the past few days. Travel-planning also leaves me SO drained. I've made a couple of mistakes during the online bookings (what's new Weina) but I'm learning I promise! In all honesty, I believe that it'll all be worth it. I'm leaving next month, and I still don't know how I feel about it. Yea come on, it's only 6 months!!! It's not long at all. But the uncertainty is... exciting yet nerve-wrecking at the same time. IT WILL BE GREAT IT WILL BE GREAT.
On another note, I'm active on Snapchat. Extremely active, to be honest. And sometimes I stop and think, who am I doing this for? Why do people want to see what you're up to at any time of the day? Are they bored or are they genuinely eager to be a part your life, even if it was for 10 short seconds virtually? Anyway, I personally use Snapchat to save snippets of my day worth remembering -- good days and bad. Before I sleep at night, I'll save my entire story and go back and watch them sometimes. Memory space on my Mac has gone down significantly since I started doing that, but with the limited capacity of my brain to package my memories, I'd say this is a good tradeoff.
So many things to think about though. Right now I'm thinking about how to document the next 6 months. This experience - it'll be out of this world and I really want to remember it like it only just happened even after I'm home.
So the past five months in no particular order whatsoever:
Blessed with really great lighting that day ;)
Actually might even miss long long long boat deliveries (9 hours...)
Found a gem at Orchard Gateway, highly reccommend.
Our NITES OUT series hahahaha
The collage was renewed earlier this year and Sam took this for me :') I know y'all will miss seeing me in my Lycra as you walk to Koufu hahahaha.
The only day I REALLY look forward to during the semester!!!!! (trying to convince Jade to Skype me during our next Starry Night)
Me in my natural (and favourite) habitat
Going home.
Library gang during the exam period (seen each other in our worst forms hahahaha)
NIGHTS AFT EXAMS ARE MY NEXT FAV NIGHTS
Current phase of life: summer internship @mutantcomms
#HayNa workouts lololol
Singapore is gorg too.
"Jie don't cry okay. I've got your back."
And a special (requested) shoutout to this gem here who's, although millions of miles away, always reachable on Whatsapp (OK HONESTLY SHE REPLIES ME AFTER 3 DAYS NEW RECORD)
I don't know how to describe my feelings the past five months with words. I can't say I was depressed, because I wasn't. I can't say I was glowing, because I wasn't either. But the part about me saying it'll be the last time I'm crying? Okay I lied. UGH BUT I GET RLY MAD AT MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!
Is it already almost the end of June??? Jeeeeeezzzzuussssssssss.
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